but I don’t know who is who anymore and I don’t want to lose the people I miss.
I’m bored and all mine are dead right now. I need someone super active.
Please. Because I’m honestly ready to break and rip apart myself.
Castiel looked at Dean. He had seen that look many times before. Dean just wanted his apple pie life. They hadn’t hunted regularly in almost 5 years. Things had been happening, and him and Sam met up with the angel to fight evil once more. He saw the sad look in his eyes. The look that said he had lost almost everything. Hadn’t he been through enough?
Dean just shrugged it off, walking into the bar. Sam followed. He always had feelings for Dean, ever since he pulled him from Hell. It took a lot to do, and he knew there were greater plans. It wasn’t his time.
Castiel sat on the couch next to him. His human looked over, a small smile on his face.
He leans in and places a soft kiss on his husbands face. It was like he was perfected by God, made by the angels in Heaven. Except, he really was. His purpose on Earth was to help out the Winchester’s. Who knew it would go this far?
“How are you?”
Dean didn’t normally talk about his feelings. It wasn’t really that uncommon. After all the poor guy went through, Castiel was just happy he still spoke.
“I’m pretty good,” he said pulling the angel over his lap, “I have my angel, and my other angel, and no monsters are hiding in the closets.” Dean smiled. It was a smile he’d never forget.
The little girl sat on the floor playing with her toys, almost an angelic glow. They still weren’t sure if she was part angel or not, but they’d have to wait to find out.
He had watched so many relationships fail. Castiel wanted Dean to be happy and the only way he saw that was when it was him, the angel, and the boy with demon blood. They were a family.
“I would like to talk to you about things.”
“I have spoken to Sam. I believe I am in love with you..”
Cooper stood nervously at the alter. His heart was racing. He looked behind him a little, trying to smile happily. Blaine smiles brightly at him, leaning in and giving him a reassuring quote to calm him down.
“Had I it written, I would tear the word.”
He smiled softly, but more bright as it grew. He stood up straighter, looking down waiting for Sebastian. Blaine had reminded him why he did all of this. Sebastian was his soulmate. They belonged together.
He could see Sebastian fidgeting with Rachel as she was ready to walk him out. Due to issues with parents, Cooper begged to let Sebastian let Rachel walk him down. He already hated that he had to be the girl and walk down the aisle. He defended that while the former Dalton student was an inch taller than him, he was 5 years older, turning 26 this year, and therefore it fit better for him to stand at the alter waiting. He huffed but folded at the pout that followed.
When it came time for their vows, the woman between them nodded at Sebastian to start.
“Well..” he took a deep breath. “I remember that first day I met you. You were so pissed at how I was acting towards blaine..” he ducked his head a little, both ashamed, but smiling because he met Cooper. “The song that played when I got in your car for our first date was A Thousand Years by Christina Perri. As I sat down we both said our hi’s, and it was quiet for a moment. The lyrics that ran by were, And all along..I believed I would find you. Time has brought your heart to me. I have loved you for a thousand years. I’ll love you for a thousand more.” he spook the lyrics, looking into Cooper’s bright blue eyes.
“I didn’t know how much it would mean. I though it was a stupid song, and that people were stupid for finding true love…then we started to go out more…and now we’re here..” Sebastian swallowed. Cooper’s eyes never left him, one hand reaching out to grab one of Sebastian’s, dropping it from the notecard he was reading from. He smiled, continuing to read. “And I guess now I see what those types of songs mean. Every night when I get sick, you’re there for me with a bowl of soup and a warm blanket. When I get upset or frustrated because something didn’t go my way..you’re there to calm me down. I love you Cooper Anderson and I don’t want to be anything but yours.”
Cooper teared up, smiling at him, noticing Sebastian hold back a few tears of his own. They both looked over at the woman. She nodded at Cooper.
“I know..that you and Blaine have had issues in the past. I’m glad that you two could work things out for me.” He smiled, reading off the picture in his memory. One of him and Sebastian curled up on the couch watching a cheesy little kids movie.
“We’ve been together since before we should have. And I know the things that make you tick. I know what makes you smile…in just that certain way when your green eyes light up. I’ve never seen them sparkle so much as to when I say I love you. I know that when I’m sick, you’re next to me with a blanket, the TV guide, and stories to tell me as you play with my hair. I remember I had the flu once and I felt like I was dying. I ended up getting you sick too… There’s still a box in the spare room filled with a thousand paper cranes. At auditions you’re always next to me, a smile in your face. You kiss me before it’s my turn, telling me there’s no one better for the part but me, even if you know there is. You were there when I won my first award, and I’ll never forget looking out and seeing your face.”
“Even though Romeo and Juliet is a tragedy, it’s romantic. I’ve got the entire script memorized, and through the years you’ve learned bits and pieces. After today you’ve got a lifetime to catch up.”
Cooper paused for a moment, almost forgetting what to say.
“By a name I know not how to tell thee who I am. My name, dear saint, is hateful to myself because it is an enemy to thee. Had I it written, I would tear the word…. There are days where I hate myself, and you’re always there for me.”
“My ears have no yet drunk a hundred words of that tongue’s utterance, yet I know the sound..Art thou not romeo and a Montague?.. You could always quote that back at me. Saying while I’m sad, I’ve still got an ego bigger than any one else’s, and that above all should be enough.”
“Neither, fair saint, if either thee dislike.. I’d always break down for any and everything you’d ever want. Because I love you. You’re the only person I could bury my ego for.”
He skipped over a small snuck, earning a small questioning look from his love.
“With love’s light wings did I o-er-perch these walls; for stony limits cannot hold love out, and what love can do that dares love attempt; Therefore thy kinsmen are no let to me…”
Sebastian whispered the next line perfectly, “If they do see thee, they will murder thee…”
Cooper’s eyes grew large and bright, happier than he had ever been. It was always a line that was messed up. Sebastian finally knew it.
“Alack, there lies more peril in thine eye than twenty of their swords: look thou but sweet, and I am proof against their enmity….”
Later in the night they danced. A Thousand Years was started, a soft kiss shared.
“By love, who first did prompt me to inquire; he lent me counsel and I lent him eyes. I am no pilot; yet, wert thou as far as that vast shore wash’d with the farthest sea, I would adventure for such merchandise.”
Cooper whispered, stopping their dance to kiss him passionately. They could hear everyone behind them but they ignored it. They were happy.
Everything was fairy-tale perfect.
“I’ve loved you for so many years now.”
“And I will love you for a thousand more.”
For the wonderful darling Sebastian to my Cooper. Because I love you and clearly I have way to many feels to function.